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Tuesday, September 9, 2008
And it begins.......
9:22 PM

The first story is a little writing practice I made up for myself. This story is for now untitled, only its chapters are titled. The story has three chapters taking place at different times and are about different situations, but they are all woven together, and they all have a common thing about them....well, I'll explain that later on. Whoever you are, you must be a sweet little friend I forced into coming here, so...I hope you like it!

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Pray To God He Hears You Part I
8:50 PM

"Alex, please - just listen to me!" Jason went after his best friend, exparated and desperate "Don't close the door on me - Alex, please!" he cried out as Alex slammed the bedroom door on his face. He banged on the door relentlessly "Don't do this...open the door and we'll talk...give me a chance, come on!" Jason flinched and took a step back as something slammed hard against the door. Alex must have thrown something heavy at the door. Then he heard his voice.

"Leave me alone, you two faced bastard!" Alex screamed "This is none of your fucking business, so get out of my house and just LEAVE ME ALONE!!" Something else hit the door "You think you even know me? You know nothing!"

"I know you're hurting, Alex, but you can't go on this way, I can't let this happen to you....drugs are never the solution! We're there for you, you can talk to us" Jason said softly through the door.

"Who the fucking hell you are judging me this way?" some more screaming "I'm gonna do what the hell ever I want asshole!! Just because your little daddy's dead you think you can understand my pain.Well you DON'T. It's over, Taylor, I don't wanna see your shitty face again. I don't want to see any of you. GET OUT!"

Jason closed his eyes, as the abuses filtered in through his head. There was nothing he could do right now. He pushed off of the door and started to walk away. He stopped and turned to say once more, "I know you're hurting, buddy. But it will only get worse if you try to avoid us. I'm there for you, whenever you need me." with that, he left the place silently.

Just as he was about to leave the house, Mrs. Stevenson came to him. She looked at him sadly and comfortingly patted his back.

"I am so sorry, Jason. I heard everything Alex said....I don't know what's wrong with him, everything is so confusing right now..."

Jason look down at his feet "It's alright Mrs.Stevenson.....it's just that.....he's angry with me for telling you about his drug problem."

"If you hadn't told us, heaven knows when we would've found out....or if we'd ever have found out." her voice shook with emotion "Thank you Jason, for being there for him"

Jason looked away in shame. Him being there for Alex? He had done nothing.....he couldn't be there for Alex when Rachel left him, he wasn't there to stop him when the problem started, and he hadn't known till now, when it was already too late.

He nodded at Mrs.Stevenson and left the place as fast as he could. Coming out of the house, he turned around to look at it. He had spent hours and hours at this place over the years, ever since he had met Alex at the age of six. And now Alex didn't even want to see him.

Jason closed his eyes, and for the first time in his life, he prayed to God for his friend.

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